Sabrina: Updates on my life

I'm officially the laziest person in the world! When's the last time I blogged? Heck I don't even remember! Anyway, just to update you guys on what's happening in my life :

University

Entrance exam was over (months ago) and the results came out. I didn't do really good but then what do you expect from a person who's lazy and slacks a lot right? I still used my results to apply to 6 Universities and I passed three of them. BUT! It's not over. Now I have to worry about interviews which is happening......tomorrow. Yeah tomorrow. It's only an interview for one of the Universities, the two others will happen on 13 this month. You should totally see what I'm wearing for the interviews. I haven't take pictures yet but I might tomorrow if I have the time and I'll tell you about it on my next blog post (hopefully won't have to wait for so long like this one).

Heartbreak

(Yes I'm still talking about this)

I mentioned on my last blog post about how I'm finally feeling better and moving on and stuffs right? OK, I AM feeling better. And I AM moving on (sort of). But I cannot say that I completely have no feelings for him anymore. And when I was writing the last post, I had no idea, no idea at all. It won't be easy. It's still not so easy but it is MUCH better than when it first started hitting me. When it first started, I cried like a hungry baby asking for milk. I cried at random times. I cried everyday which never happened before except the time my parents got a divorce and I missed my father so much. On my last post I did felt better. But I haven't moved on, not even close. But I didn't cry (atleast not that much anymore). To be honest until now I still haven't moved on. If someone comes and ask me "Are you still in love with that guy?" I would say "Sadly yeah". But I have to say the feelings are not so strong anymore. I don't know, some girls would love a guy for years. But for me, I guess I'm the kind that move on fast (this is fast already na). It hasn't even been a year, I think only 6 months that I fell in love with him? OK that's kinda long. But anyway my whole point is that I still like the guy but the feelings are not so strong anymore 'cause I've been waiting for so long. I think the only time I can completely move on is after we graduate and we're not gonna see each other again. We will probably meet again but that'll be very very rare.

The Ex Girlfriend

You might not understand some of the things I write in this section. I guess I'll tell you a bit about the situation. This guy I'm in love with is still madly in love with his ex girlfriend (rolls eyes). And this ex girlfriend never got over him too (rolls eyes again). The ex girlfriend has been secretly using the guy's facebook to see what he's up to and read his conversations. Dude that's even worse than stalking. So of course she saw the flirty conversations I had with the guy and kicked up a big fuss over it. At first I never really have much grudge or anger towards her 'cause.....I dunno. I mainly blame the guy 'cause he's the start of this mess. But last night I thought about all the stuffs that's happened and I just suddenly felt a huge wave of anger. This section is just gonna be me having a huge rant over her so if you're not interested or don't wanna see lots of vulgarities then just skip this part.

First of all, you have no right to be angry with me. If you can't accept the fact that your EX boyfriend is gonna be flirting with some other girls AFTER you guys BROKE UP. Then bitch you shouldn't even be in a relationship in the first place. And wow what the fuck you actually HACKED your ex boyfriend's facebook and see all his secrets and read all his conversations?! Bitch that's even worse than just stalking him on facebook. You're angry with me and him for flirting? Bitch he should be angry at YOU for hacking his facebook account. Don't you know what privacy is? Maybe if we hack YOUR facebook account we'll be seeing you sexting with other random guys. How would you like that?

Secondly, you accuse ME of glaring at YOU? Bitch that day at 後門 when I turned back I catch YOU glaring at ME! And then you say I glared at you that day in the library, which I didn't even. And I even turned away as soon as I saw you so you wouldn't think that I glared at you BUT YOU STILL ACCUSE ME?! If I remember when I turn and saw you, YOU were staring at ME! What? I can't even look around now? Oh from now on I should always look at my feet and never look up cause the ex girlfriend might be there and she might catch me looking around and accuse me of glaring at her and go back and whine to her ex boyfriend so he can scold me. Oh my god so scary I should never look at her majesty the ex girlfriend 'cause she's too high and mighty and so goddamn fucking sensitive that just a GLIMPSE can be misinterpreted as a GLARE. Sensitive much? Poor girl must have such low self confidence (rolls eyes).

Lastly; this is what pisses me off the most, you showed my FRIEND the conversations I had with him? And God knows who else. Bitch. BITCH! Let me tell you, I know something about you so fucking embarrassing that will have you pee in your pants and fly back to where you came from to hide under you bed and never come out until you rot in there. Again don't you know what privacy is? Oh the ex girlfriend doesn't know what privacy is and doesn't care so I should tell the whole world that she loves fingering and she's a cold tuna who only lays there and does nothing. YOU LIKE THAT?!

I only put up with you because of him. I don't understand how he can still be madly in love with someone so ugly (your face looks so huge and you got no eyebrows bitch) and so bitchy (getting angry with a girl who's flirting with your EX boyfriend and not knowing what privacy is). If I get one more bitchy from you then I'm gonna take action and I mean it.

OK enough with the wordy stuffs. Now's on to the photos!

Jaga Pokkuru

I've heard about them before but never really tried one. They're really delicious!

The mails I got from the three Universities. The first official mail I've ever got in my life.

This fun post-it notes I bought from a place called "breeze plaza"

It's so cute and weird that I couldn't help it.

And I found my old photos. Me in my unglam years.

Heather couldn't stop laughing lol.

OK too ugly that I have to post this before and after photo again.

And some more miniatures I made.

Not long after using this new phone cover I had to peel them all off again cause they're so damn easy to break. The clay I bought is not so good.

This strawberry gummy candy I also bought from "breeze plaza"

I've always wanted to try macarons and I finally got to try two on my winter holidays!

They're really yummy! But so expensive :/

More hauls :

I bought these from a place where they sell stuffs to people who open shops. Get what I mean? It's like the stuffs there are much cheaper than other places.